Thursday, March 22, 2007

done i hope

how can he do this
after he said he'd wait 4 meh
he said we get back together
but now hes bak wit lil miss perfect
whos everything im not
why do i always get screwed over
now i need a man
a man who truly no's how to be one
so I can get over him
cuz everytime I think of him I wanna cry
I don't no why I always get my hopes up
den let him bring me down
now I have no one to turn to for advice
help
everything he was there for
i could talk to him about anything
cry on his shoulder
now that lately hes been gone
i dont no what to do
i jus need to find a boii to turn to


written: March 11, 2007

PEOPLE

people say I don't love him
truly I do
people say i'd used him
that I would never do
people want to kick my ass
what did I do
is it a crime for loving someone older
a crime for him being there for me
when he's out I will be there for him
I never want to lose him
that I say is true
I would never get him in trouble on purpose
that I would never do
I gave him my heart
he gave me his
we will never give back to each other
cuz together is where we belong
we put our all into us
and screw everyone who thinks its wrong

written: March 8, 2007

here we go again

after all this time
your comin back 2 me like a drop at a dime
I missed you this whole time
why see me now
whats the difference I don't understand how
at least now I can stop havin a cow
I loved you so much
jus wish I can show you how much
your the one I trust
i'd tell you anythang
cuz your my love
my best friend
at times my only friend
the only one I need
I don't need DAMN WEED
you've helped me through so much
urr the one I love to touch
who knows where I'd be without you
I'd be a lot more messed up then now
I thank you for so much
now I just want 2 be back in your arms
such your such a charm


written: Feb. 23 2007

deon

tear, tear,
drop, drop,
oh shit there goes another gun shot,
another one down,
more people with tears to drown,
thinkin why him,
why now,
people jus don't wanna disavow,
he was a good man,
a strong man,
my man,
he will always be remembered,
he would want you to think happy thoughts,
don't spend your time thinkin sad thoughts,
hez gone now,
there's not much we can do now,
but remember all he did.

written a while ago...