Thursday, February 15, 2007

I WISH

why is it that i like him
but he dont like me
he's callin up sum other bitch
on his telle
i wish i knew what was wrong with me
is my life just so meessed up that no one can stand the thought of being with me
i wish i was lil' miss perfect
but im way far from perfect
i just want a man that won't lie or cheat
a man that won't hit me when he gets full of heat
someone that will treat me right
show meh 2 his spotlight
but i will never get this
cuz i dont deserve this
since i'm not lil' miss perfect!


-i had this man but i lost him and even though im tryin to late im still gonna try cuz i want him back-

"Can't take no mo"

just sitting there,
next thang i knew she was attacking meh n pullin my hair,
she tired to shove meh down the stairs,
i left a little bloody,
my hands ended up gettin a little muddy,
i love runnin through the rain in fury,
cuz then no one no's my eyes are really wet and teary,
i cried and cried,
i just felt like i was ready to die,
i'm sick of this,
al this fightin closin wit a diss,
one day i'm just gonna strike right back,
hit her in the head with some sort of pack,
i'm just on a line,
waitin for my chance 2 shine

Wednesday, February 14, 2007

"Drama"

fed up wit all dis bullshit
none of its even worth it
what did i do 2 deserve dis
why am i the only one bein dissed
im pissed
this is why i hate bitches
there jus caught up in drama lil' snitches
yuh i'm cryin
but what next
how bout dyin
my problems would go away
why shud i stay
nobody wants meh here anyway
i guess there's one person that wants meh 2 stay
my man
jus hope sooner or later i'll build strength
strength to let him in
in that place where all the love is kept
somewhere round my chest

Thursday, February 8, 2007

DONE

FUCK SHIT,
I'M TIRED OF IT,
CAN'T TAKE IT NO MO,
DON'T WANNA B HERE NEMORE,
FEEL LIKE DYIN,
TIRED OF CRYIN,
JUS WANNA TAKE THAT BLADE TO MY WRIST,
GIVE IT A LIL' TWIST,
BLOOD BE TRICKLIN,
DRIPPIN WHILE MY ARMS TINKLIN,
JUS WANT THE PAIN TO GO AWAY,
HAVE ANOTHER RAINY DAY,
DAY TO MYSELF,
CUZ I DON'T NEED NO ONE ELSE,
I'M TIRED OF BEIN HIT,
TIRED OF MY HEART BEIN RIPPED BIT BY BIT,
I CAN'T TAKE ANYMORE OF IT,
I JUS WANNA BE DONE WIT ALL DIS SHIT!

"He Changed So Much"

sittin here late at nite,
waitin to fite,
fightin will let my anger out,
yuh dats wit out a doubt,

i look down the street,
i see someone walkin up to talk to me,
why it gotta be him,
i'd rather the lites were jus a lil' more dim,


i hate him so much,
yet i always end up wit him,
its like a dream gettin along wit him,
jus fuck him,


he was nicer when we waz younger,
as we grew up he got dumber n dumber,
i don't no why i put up wit all his shit,
i jus feel like sayin screw it i'm done wit it.