"My life in icons"

"Longing for him"

why did god do this,
what did i do to deserve this,
why my boii,
he brought me joy,
just when we were startin to get along,
now we won't be re-united for what seems like lifelong,
i just want one more hug,
he's like my drug,
i need him to make it in this FUCKED up world,
i jus wanted two tell him i'm gonna wait,
cuz our love for each other is pure fate,
i love him to death,
i'll love him till' my last gasping breath!!!!

"My love for you will never die"

Just too bad i didn’t notice sooner,
That U would jus fall out of love with me like dat,
How was I so blind,
What’s going on in my mind,
As I watch the blood flow from my wrist,
As my blood flows to the floor,
I know I’ll feel the pain no more,
Or at least for a while,
Until those tears start making another pile,
See what u made me do,
I always said I’d die for u,
I’m doing this to show what I said was true,
I will never stop loving you.

"FIRST LOVE"

feel hurt,
feel used,
also confused,
why does my heart continue to be abused,
the fuse to my heart has been put out,
juss like a candle being blew out,
too many doubts,
is he one for me,
these questions are on repeat,
without him i feel incomplete,
why are my feelings so strong,
his aren't so why are mine,
wish i could go back in time to where it was only him and me,
where i was the only women in his life,
now all we ever do is fite,
all i want is for us to get along,
i hear those love songs,
i begin to cry,
at anytime he's the only man i need in my life,
without him i am blind,
i have no-one to blame but myself,
so much pain,
but then i think love is pain so whats wrong wit sufferin,
now i relized that you don't chershish somethan UNTILL its gone,
with him is where i belong,
i wish he knew how sorry i am,
and that i regret my choices,
the mistakes i've made have turned into lessons of my life,
i jus wonder what would he think if he saw this letter,
i hope it would bring him back,
once again make our love intacked!