"WHAT I WANT"

I want to be happy,
Instead of being depressed and trying to take a lil' nappy,
I want a boyfreind,
Jus someone who will be there 4 me and show they care jus a lil'
Comeone who wud never hit me,
Hopefully not cheat on me,
Jus straight up be there 4 me,
I want 2 spend time wit Crackajack,
Who I can currently no longer see,
I want a boii who won't make me cry,
Someone who will jus give me a try,
Someone who won't make me draw that to my wrist at night,
I don't ask for much,
These are simple things to look 4 in a boii,
I just want to find someone,
To lift my mind off other things,
I just want to get out of Kirkland,
Start fresh,
Build a new rep.,
Yuhh I don't care bout people talkin shit,
But there's got to be a point when you say,
Na I'm done with this shit,
I WANT THIS.

"How do you fall out of love?"

how do you fall out of love with someone,
who's already fallin out of love with you,
how do you fall out of love with someone,
when you have no one to turn to,

I look back to where it was just the two of us,
I sit here and wonder did he truly love me or did he not give a fuck,
I look back to the first day we met,
I'd try to remember if he fret,

My minds on him constantly,
what's he doin, who's he with,
has he dumped that lil' miss perfect bitch,
if so who's he bout to be with,

I continue thinkin and lookin back,
If he did love me he sure had a fucked up way of showin it,
cheatin on me den I threw the hit,
I remember him cryin on his hands and knees that I will never forget,

I love this boy with all my heart,
but now its time for us to be apart so someone please,
tell me how to fall out of love with someone,
who your convinced has already fallin out of love with you.